Tuesday, September 16, 2008
my feeling
What's in my head now.
A meanful song...this is partly how i feel
I wanted you-Ina
Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way.
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me.
I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I, I..I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
Monday, September 15, 2008
Erikaz farewell party
Erika's party was great but the thought that she is migrating in a few days doesnt sound too happy well..since i have known her since Std 1, but I think it will be harder on Livia's but i think eri leaving is for her own good...anyways its not like we wont be seeing her again.Anyway here's a few pics from the party.
Group pic..=]

5 Great friends..

3 friends together since Std 1..

Richard and his Ice cream..LOL

Everyone looking away..

Btw, Erika i'll miss you ...
life in tuition
well..I am kinda bored so i thought i'd upload some pic's i took in tuition.(well, when it was break time)
Jeshua...well, he thinks i can't get a photo of him.

Elizabeth..well candid..

Milo freak...hehe and again candid.

Well, you cant blame me I was bored...so i took pics.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
back again.
So..today was great.
I join GB again.I was kinda scared at first but slowly lost the scaredness.Well..I lost my last GB shirt but I still have my name tags.hehex. We had a talk on how lies are sinful.Then, Captain talked to us about quiet time, well thats what we did la for the seniors.The Pioneers went around taking pictures.When it was time for drill..i thought i forgot how to do it but somehow i still remember part of it.not all. So yeah, well Denise was our drill comander for my group la. Me,maple & 2 more girls kept running around the group cause we kept on laughing..lolx.
Then okay. like normal was dismissal.Then was chit chatting with Hzu Khim, Sarah and Mitchel..and sarah kept on wanting to know what am i hiding from her on my phone.hehe.If not like chinese new year she read all my messages.Then i go home..sarah didnt get to read my msgs hahax..
Friday, September 12, 2008
1. last person to tag u is ?
Cydney
2.What relationship of you with him/her?
Great friends
3.Your 5 impression towards him/her?
active-never emo-quite hyper-cheerful-dramatic
4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you.
erm.. be there for me when i needed her?
5.The most memorable words that he/she has say to you.
i dunno...i forgot.
6 .If he/she becomes your lover, you will..
err. we will never become lesbo and i love her as my friend....i already like someone..
7.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
I never want that to happen.
8.If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on..
She will not be my lover.she likes cute guys and i already like someone. +we are not lesbo
9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is ...
Who knows what will happen in d future?
10.The most desirable things to do for him/her is?
Meet the Jo Bro's with her?
11.The overall impression to he/her is..
my great friend.
12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
hyperactive? dunno depends..
13.The character for you for yourself is?
i love music and being hyper.
14.On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
my voice.
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
a person that can be at everyone's good side.
16.For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
I LOVE U! they way u do to me.
17.Ten people to tag
1. Dhaniah
2.Melannie
3.Dion
4.Amanda
5.khai yee
6.Li wen
7.Sharmaine
8.Jerica
9.reen
10.livia
18.Who is number 2 having relationship with?
She is my darling.
19.Is number 3 a female or male?
Male
20.If number 7 and 10 be together would it be a good thing?
NO..they are both girls.
21.How about number 5 and 8?
They dont even know each other.
22.What is number 1 studying about?
er...normal stuff?
23.When was the last time you had a chat with them?
everyday but some only everyweek.
24.Is number 4 a single?
Maybe, Maybe not.
25.Say something about number 2.
Good Friend , bus buddy. and we share our secrets.
copy and re-post it if u get tagged.
Tuition family.

Okay, so Shih kuan created this family nick name thingy..in tuition so yup...
Amylia = Strawberry
Shih Kuan = She's the Man
Khai Yee = Pineapple
Li Wen = Banana
Cydney = Pwiincess love
Xin Pei = Apple
And we are the COSTTE family.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Dedicated to Niya,Ash,Jer,Athalia,Mickey,Le lynn,Dan,Aud,Chui ling,Zi ling,Cherry,Vei....
Heyz.
You guyz are my friends,
Some even my closest friends.
actually most of you.
You guys were there for me at times I was down,
and even when I was hyper.
In the past year we drew closer to each other.
I know this month I didn't hang with you guys much,
but you guys will always know I miss you guys,
hehe, and I will always your hyperative girl,
lol..or whatever you guys call me when I am hyper,
hehex.I saw and hang out with you guys today right?
hehe. and Le Lynn's cake today was good.
Jerica, I'll catch up with you at Erika's party.
anyways.. you guys know i love you right.
You guys were always there for me.
like when i was a new girl last year,
I know we weren't that close but you guys guide me through it..
so yeah wanted you guy to know I appreciate it..
and thanks so much for always being by my side...
I promise like always when you guys have problem or are in hard times to be by your side.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008
school is boring. Wed 10 sept
okay...yay! the guy beside me today didnt come so at least i have some peace.
Then i help out with the class project. Then the guy in front of me baked something at home and bring it to school...and I am kinda embarassed cause he is a guy and he cooks better then me.
Then well thats my school day la..then when in the car on the way home. Well, i brought my phone to school so yupx..took pics..with mel...
Here are a few.
Blurr..what can we say we are in love
hehex.okay..then i went for tuition.Then at home I took more pics cause I was bored.
me Cam whoring...

hehe so that was my day.
To Niya,Jer,Cherry,Athalia,Mickey,Ash,Dan,Aud......
Okay guys...I admit..
I regretted cutting my frinch and I miss my old frinch..
I know I look a lil LALA in my new frinch..
I miss my old frinch badly..
and i regretted cutting it.. you guys win..
From this, my old frinch.
To this, my new frinch

and cherry I promise you i will not cut my hair anymore...I'll let it grow till its long...
P.s But cherry i will trim ya...[if not out of shape not nice]=(
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
i miss you
I miss you,
like no one can ever miss you.
I miss you,
with every breath i take.
I miss you,
when my life grows a second older.
I miss you,
when I am having fun.
I miss you,
when in times of hardship.
I miss you,
everytime I laugh with my friends.
I miss you,
whenever I smile.
I miss you,
every second of my life.
I miss you,
whenever i think of you,
and i think of you everytime the sun rises or the sun sets...
You are on my mind always...
tuesday,9 september
erm...today was okay..but a really busy day.
Morning i had tuition then school computer exam...(was very hard) I didnt do a page..haiz..
then school started was okay till the annoying guy beside me started fighting with the guy in front of me.Stupid guys...then they disturbed me doing homework..
Omg, and what is up with you people asking me to do your oral script for you?
DO IT YOURSELF!!! I don't mind helping you with the grammar and all but writing your whole scirpt for you is kind of going over board....
After recess I was kind of hyper..KIND OF.. hehex. XD
Then at the science lab a lil disgusting when we had the slide, there was a worm pic..so EWWW!!
after school as usual i chatted with mel in the car.we talked about many things like my phone and all...
After dinner I am going to go to tuition which i have to go and eat my dinner now so...yupx..=)
Thats my day.
Monday, September 8, 2008
Someone.
That someone in my life,
makes me smile,
everyday and every night,
on my mind always,
miss that someone,
every second of my life.
That someone made my whole world change,
from a dull and boring,
dark and quiet,
to a loud and bright,
fun and noisy,
day and night always the one i think about,
first thing in the morning,
or the last thing at night.
Wanna see that someone,
every second of my life,
if only that someone may know,
how much,
just how much i need you..
monday..8 September
Arghs...today was okay.i guess but i had to like suffer from the guy beside me..as usual.
me and niya found a new spot to spend our recess.
I miss all our friends.like Jer, Aud, Dan, mickey, and all of the others.
Kesian Alyssa today,i think she looks pretty with the new hair cut but why must the class boys all go shout and insulting her?
hehex.. tmr got oral, and so much maths homework...Haiz...
life in school is boring accept the part where we get to hang out and chat with our friends..
i miss dodol so much today...
Sunday, September 7, 2008
about "dodol"
Dodol is a nick name i gave to a person that is something to my life.
Dunno why after i saw
dodol that day i cannot stop smiling...
Dunno why after i saw
dodol that day i cannot get dodol outta my head...
Dunno why after i saw
dodol that day i dream about dodol day by day...
Dunno why after i saw
dodol that day all i talk about is dodol...
Before i saw
dodol the smile would onlyto be put on to pretend,
but after that day the smile is on day and night even on when i am sleeping.
That is how
dodol changed my life..XD